No school today. Just finished crying. Why? Because of PROJECTS. Today's the dateline, by 5pm. Is it almost done? I don't know. I can't think straight. To me, it's done. But somehow, I get the feeling that it's incomplete. But I've checked everything umpteen times. Everything seems to be there. But just when I thought it was done, I forgot that the menu card needs to be done. And now, poor Joelle has to do it last minute. Omg, I feel so baddddddddd. I don't like people to be angry with me. I'll feel very uneasy. And also, I don't want to stay at home, and I MISS HIM. :'(

It's so stupid laaaa. My mind is very messy, worrying about things whereas others are relaxing. Tsk.

Now, I don't have him to hear all my problems, my listening ear - a place for me to complain about how stressful the workload is. He's gone just like that. I realised I've depended too much on him. I have to face this alone now. :(

And now, I miss him like fuck. BUT WHAT THE HELL. Should I or should I not even miss him? BIG TSK.

I wanna go out. I wanna see people. I wanna feel the wind. I wanna smell the air outside.

OMG. MORE TEARS COMING OUT. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
♥ 3:09 PM