Saturday, October 31, 2009,
I knew it, everytime my heart felt something amiss, there must be something wrong. And yeah, sadly I was right. I'm so freaking disappointed when I got to know the truth. Why are you doing this to me? What wrongdoings have I done to you? I cried my heart out while talking to you. Nobody's home and there's simply nobody for me to talk to. I cried myself, searching for answers all by myself.
Been crying non-stop since just now. Felt so fucked up. Not replying to his sms. I don't understand how come he had the heart to do that?
Im sorry. I can't continue blogging right now. My head's throbbing hard and so is my heart. I SIMPLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME? WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS??!!!?!??!?
I don't know what to think or what to feel. I don't know which is the truth. Somehow, it's easy for them to just lie without having to think of the consequences, the feelings involved.
IM FUCKING DISAPPOINTED. ENOUGH SAID.
♥ 9:20 PM