Thursday, August 27, 2009,
PARANOID.Okay, yup. That's the state that I'm in. I knew little about things yet I assumed I know them. Then, my mind will be making assumptions. And somehow, I'll convince myself that they are true and then I'll start to bombard the poor soul with questions, forcing the 'truth' out of them. And of course he'll deny cause it's a fiction, not a fact. Then, I'll get angry at him for not telling the truth when it's actually a freaking fiction.
You see, I'll get angry for nothing. Tsk. I don't know why this happens. I need to learn to control my thoughts and DON'T THINK TOO MUCH. I always assume I know what's going on. I need to stop assuming. I need to stop all these negative thoughts. I need to get a grip on myself. Sometimes, I need to leave things as it is.
I need to
CONTROL.
♥ 6:36 PM