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Nineteen. :)
TEMASEK POLY, ASc.
I ♥ Surprises!
♥ HIM
THE BEST AMONGST ALL ♥
Tuesday, December 25, 2007,
i really dont feel like talking to anybody.
i just need a moment for myself. i won't blame anyone for my wrongdoings.
i guessed i deserved it.
well, somebody has got to take the blame.
i was caught by surprise when you told me the news.
2 bad days in a row.
how bad can this be.
and they always happen at around this period of time.
i hope you'll be alright
and a miracle will happen.
maybe the tinniest possiblity can help you.
let's all hope so.
well,
i know they are trying to make up for what happened yesterday.
well, we've got to meet each other half-way.
at the thought of what they are trying to do,
somehow i felt as if i am useless.
and yes, it hurts.
it's been a long time since it happened.
although there are no scars left behind,
i know i'll remember this forever.
sometimes, i just hate myself,
for all the things that i've done,
hurting people in the past,
making them feel bad.
well, i guess they all came back to me now.
i hope this period of time went by real quick,
i'll just have to make do with this slowly.
i have to be strong and brave to go through all these.
this is what life is all about.
maybe all these will teach me a lesson,
a valuable one at that.
and,
im not angry with anybody.
i just want to be left alone for a while.
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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU.
♥ 6:03 PM