I have a couple of pictures to upload but not now lah ehh. Malas lapulak. Tadi dah semangat semangat smue. Tapi bile page ni dah load, mcm malas pulak.

I really don't like it, you know, when Epul give me the silent treatment. :( But then, salah sape? Salah akuuuu jugak. He got so upset + pissed with me that he's giving me the cold shoulder and silent treatment for the whole of Sunday. And the fact that he's working on night shift on Sunday night makes me feel very guilty cause I was afraid that he might not be able to concentrate. Skali check check, dekni pun membabi jugak pat keje. -.- Hahaha. Same shift dgn boss, soooooo, tak bnyk sgt keje la kan. So, for the whole of Sunday, I was very restless la. Cause selalunye even during work time, he would call me up and even sms me, but on Sunday, no. There were none. Dah handphone aku senyap satu mlm. =/

I have sooooooo much worries and negativity inside of me. I kept worrying about things that I wasn't sure if they are ever going to happen. And when I start worrying about all these things, I'll get all paranoid. Like merepek kan? Paranoia. Haha. Okay, stop it ehh dgn ni prangai.

Things got sorted out yesterday. Went out to Bugis yesterday and watched 'Cop Out'. :) Had my first proper meal of the day only at around 6 plus. I had this sudden craving for Tom Yam cause it was raining and I had this urge to have something 'soupy'. I thought that the Tom Yam at Banquet will be the same as the one I tasted at Far East, but hell no. It's waaaaaaaaaaay different. =/

And then Epul requested with the lady if they could help him peel the prawns for him. Hahaha. Mengade-ngade pulak deknie, nak org kopek kan laa, ape laaa. Sooooo, sape lagi yang nak peel kan prawns kalau bukan aku kan? :D Haha. Tapi actually, aku yang offer la. Ikhlas tuuu. :) Mule mule konon nye lah kan nak peel dorang pakai spoon dgn chopsticks, tapi end up, pakai jari jugak la dey. Hahaha.

Ate tapi tak habis lah. Cause the amount of seafood in the soup, boleh kire sey. Then the rest all sayor. -.-

Anyway, he ajak me to go Sentosa this coming Saturday and he purposely said, "U nak ikot tak this coming Saturday? Dorang ajak pi Sentosa. U punye beloved ade. *giggles* " -.- Sengaje tau dekni. Sape lagi, kalau bukan Zaki. Okay, this Zaki is someone who I used to date. DATE aje. Around last 2 years gitu. Haha. Okay, citer lame la tuu. Tak payah lah nak ungkit ungkit lah yer.

And then I said, "U sengaje kan. I betol betol pi dkt die, baru u tau. Menyesal nnt kang." And he replied, "Alaaaah. I know u won't get back to him cause your love towards me is very strong." And then he went, "Riiight?" Macam sure tak sure gitu. Hahaha. U know the answer lah beee, I don't have to answer that question. :)

And ohh, did I mention that I accidentally met Zaki over at Woodlands? Hahaha. Epul asked me out for lunch and we like sort-of terserempak gitu lah kan. And then in my heart, I was like, "Shit. How ah? Senyum ke tak ehh?" Soooo, I waited for the eye-contact but he didn't look at me. Okay, fine. Takpe lah. Tak pasal pon.

Andddddd yeap, Epul is a very busy man. Sometimes, in one week, we'll only get to meet twice. Yup. But I'm not complaining. Cause I know he has a lot of responsibilities for him to juggle with - me, his friends, his work and his family. He's a family man. Being the only man in the family, I know it's tough on him. :) And I don't want to be that irritating and not understanding gf, that I have to whine and complain about him not spending enough time with me. :)

Actually I came to this page with nothing in mind to write but then, this post is quite lengthy for someone who doesn't have anything in mind to blog about. Haha.

Just when I was about to publish this post, another matter comes to my mind. Haha. Mcm mcm lah aku ni. I've gotten my results last Friday and damn, it was disappointing. Haha. My GPA only increased by a PATHETIC 0.1. -.- Damn sucky. Tsktsktsk.

I really need to find myself a job. Cause I've been lazying around in the house too much already. Bangon pon ikot sesuke hati sendiri je, sampai 1.30pm. -.- Dudok rumah pon, habeskan beras je. Haha. However, I MIGHT be having 2 jobs. MIGHT aje okay. Nothing is confirmed. Won't reveal anything yet. Nnt dah confident confident, skali check check tak dpt, haaaar kan paisey sendiri namenye tuu. :)

OH! Did I mention that I find that Epul's fingernails are very cute? HAHAHAH. Okay, I know this is soooo tak perlu, but then right, everytime I went out with him, I NEVER fail to check on his fingernails. Check on what? CHECK WHETHER THEY HAVE GROWN OR NOT. HAHAHAHA! Cause since the time we dated back then, and up till now, HIS FINGERNAILS HAVE NOT GROWN, EVEN BY A BIT. Hahaha. Really. It's always the same length. He has cute fingernails. :D ♥
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