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Thursday, November 26, 2009, Suddenly I have the urge to blog about myself. I don't and can't think straight when I'm angry or sad. I'll just do whatever that pleases my heart at that point of time. I'll feel bad and blame myself if the other party is angry with me. Somehow, I'd rather take the blame. And I'd feel worse when the other party starts blaming himself too. I'm very clumsy. I can't take pills. I'll puke. I'm scared of cockroaches. I'd jump and run away when I see one, even if it's dead. I don't hear words. I see and believe in actions. I believe in this saying, "Expect the unexpected". I believe peace will come through after every shits. I don't like to ask for things. I love to see initiative. I love surprises. I tend to give in to people. I love all those vigorous sports - wrestling, soccer etc. (mainly the ones that guys love to play) I hate to be neglected and ignored. I hate to be compared. I see the smallest tiniest details. The smallest littlest things are what matters most to me. I believe that honesty is the best, because that way, I don't have to remember what I've lied to the other party. I tend to get my hopes high easily. I'm a movie freak. I looooooooooooove going to movies. I like to give things cause somehow, giving things to other party and see them smile, makes me happy. I'll be very sarcastic when I'm angry. I get scared very easily. Kental, I know. -.- I'm universal, I listen to everything. Trance/House make me go into a daze. I listen to them when I'm feeling troubled. I can get into a daze or khayal for a long period of time. When I'm at home, I tend to talk to myself. Haha. I'm easily contented. I don't mind going the extra mile just to make someone happy. I don't believe that money can buy happiness. I don't like to judge people. I listen to both sides' stories before making my own conclusion. I eat a lot but I didn't seem to get fat. I don't like. =/ I smile and laugh easily. I shed tears when something touches my heart. I hate to be lonely. I read this one particular folder that contains his msges since day 1, before I go to sleep. I forgive, but I don't forget. Cause I wanna remember it as a lesson learnt. When I keep quiet for a long period of time, there'll be something wrong for sure, even though I said, "I'm okay". I don't like to stay at home. I'll find excuses/ways to go out, unless I really can't think of one. I don't understand myself sometimes. ♥ 3:55 PM |