Somehow, this particular msges that he sent me comes to my mind:



#1 - Yup2...i agree...hehe thankx taw b...u slalu uat i rse time tk lame pat stn... (23rd Aug, 5:50PM)

I remember replying: U're welcome dear. Anything u wanna share with me, I'm always here. I won't run away.

He replied #2 - Mane tawu 1 day u jmpe org lagi baik dari i lagi good looking dari i lagi segale galenye dari i den u lari...(23rd Aug, 5:55PM)

I replied: Nolah. I won't. I should be the one asking u that sey.

He replied #3- Hmm glad 2 hear that...lah b...bagi i pn u da cukup b... (23rd Aug, 5:57PM)



On another occasion,



#4 - A'ah sei b lawa date nye...hehe...thankx alot eh b 4 being truthful...btw i tk penah rse some1 treasure me like u do...u did 4 me alot sei b...thankx taw...Takde kate2 yg dpt describe how i feel...Luv u dear! (28th Aug, 11:44PM)



And this one, that got me to almost tearing,



#5 - Haha nk special mcm mane lagi...ssh taw nk dpt pmpn yg treat i the way u do...btw u blei ade fren laki i pn blei eh b... Tapi kite takmo lebih2 uh (6th Sep, 2:14AM)



#6 - B! I da smpai umah taw...Btw thankx alot 4 evrytin...I appreciate what u did dear...So swit of u! I luv u...Hehe btw maseh kenyang eh long john yg kite mkn tadi...(13th October, 1230AM)



One of the 365 notes that I've given you, I remember writing this one down, #202. - I harap you tak curang dengan i. I put so much hope into that sentence. But now...I'm gonna leave it unsaid. :(



And now, I found myself reading back all the 365 notes that I wrote to him and the feelings came back. Oh fuck. I won't tear. I won't tear. I'll control. Hopefully.
♥ 11:04 PM