I Hate This Weird Feeling.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009,

Hello! I'm angry no more. Heh. It's been hectic and full of bickers the last few days before our first year anniversary. You know, at that point of time, I felt that what I had planned to do for him, was all not worth it. Yes, I was so freaking angry that I didn't continue what I had been doing. And yeah, ended up it was not done till the eve of our anni, on the 8th Oct. Went to shop for last minute stuffs and also, last minute shopping of what I'm gonna wear the next day. And my hari raya's money is spent on these things. =/ Thought that I'm able to get everything done just in time before the 9th. But that night, after the last minute shopping, I met him a while at Bukit Batok just after his takraw game, and I got lost. Haha. Noobie. And ended up, I hailed a cab and it costs me 4 bucks. =/ Reached there around 9 plus and slacked there till 1115pm. And when I reached home, it was close to midnight.

Midnight striked, I wished him. :) I was so determined to complete everything cause I planned to give him when we meet up later, but I guessed I was so tired that I fell asleep. And I accidentally woke up at 7am, and realised that everything was not done yet. Got up quickly and begin to work on my present. Up till 3pm, I'm still unable to complete it. :( It's only about 75% done. So, I called him up and asked him if it was okay if we were to make out celebration, in to 2 parts. Heh. Last minute back up plan. So, we still went out on the 9th. He wanted to know what I've been making, so I let him on a sneak peak. But even so, he don't know what those statements mean. Haha.

So, the celebration continues on the following Monday, 12th October. We went to Vivo. Guessed what time we met up? 530pm. Haha. I was up all night completing his present, that explains why we went out late. It was a simple day. We ate at Long John, gave his present and watched a movie which lasted around 2 hrs plus plus - Funny People.

I was freaking nervous when I was about to give his present. I told him to close his eyes as I was preparing the final touches. Hmm, let's see...he kept his eyes closed for about 15 to 20 minutes cause I was busy layering out the present. My hand was trembling when I was lighting the candles. Haha. Noobieeee. When I asked him to open his eyes, he was speechless and was all smiles. :) I can see that he is very surprised and touched of what I had done for him. All my efforts paid off. :D Alhamdulillah. He read the notes that I had written and he was all quiet. Guessed he was so engrossed in recalling back the memories.

the notebook filled with 365 messages/notes - symbolising our 1 year journey.

the strips of papers (before making of the stars).

one pathetic star. =/ 364 more to go.

5 packets of strips of paper, waiting to be written.

and TA-DAH! :D

can you see the heart shape? =/ (from the melted candle)

I guess you all roughly had an idea of what I gave him right? Yupyup, a bottle with 365 handmade and handwritten stars. And yeah, it was worth all my sleepless nights. :D

Ahh, I'm tired. I'm a happy girl, at least for now.

♥ 10:15 PM

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