A brand new year! 2009! before i start on how i spent my new year's eve, let me just recalled some of the things or events that i did in 2008. hmmm. okay, first and foremost, i tried to work in the business industry - as a promoter. but i only lasted a few months, oh wait. i think it was only a month. =/ just not my kind of thing la. all this talking and persuading and convincing people to buy your products. im bad with words. im no sweet-talker. chey! haha. well, only under certain circumstances, you see. and i usually mean them when i said it. :)

after a month of working as a promoter, i decided to venture into my favourite line of business - F & B! and this is when my life at Swensen's begin. i swear i didn't regret walking in for an interview. i didn't regret that decision since then. F & B is my kind of thing, you know. :) that was in February. and in this month also, i got to know stranger. nice and sweet, at first sight. it's all just for show, like what he claims. hah. he, himself admitted it. met him and the rest at Pezal's NS chalet. i think i was still quite naive back then, to trust his words bulat-bulat. grrr. all that i did was all for him, but he didn't appreciate all those. he took me for granted. and his ego was super mega high. didn't even bother to say a simple "Sorry." well, simply said, he played with my feelings and broke my trust. and up till now, i still bear grudges. i know it's unhealthy. but some people just deserve all these kind of harsh words. and im just gonna wait for the day for him to apologise, but heck, i don't think he would. hah. whatever. even if he said "sorry", i know he wouldn't mean it.

and towards the end of the month, my relationship with Zaid ended. some personal reasons. big fight, big night. probably the night that i would remember all my life. 1 year and 8 months ended there, that night. he did something, and after that all my feelings towards him were gone - just like that. but we're friends now, although he kept apologising due to what he did. yes, i did apologised him, but somehow, what he did is still clear in my mind. i forgive, but i don't forget. :)

April - the month i went to Temasek Poly! was a super mega noob at first. haha. the place where i became friends with the craziest people that never fails to crack me up. during orientation, that was when i found my Lalat and Monyet. haha. that small girl and that spastic guy. during Jam n Hop night, i became friends with Mango whose real name is ______, and also Farid. and from there, i got to know more other people. great and fun people. i become close to Lalat and Monyet. the greatest companion in Poly life. and through Lalat, i learnt a lot of things and tried to be like a lady, but somehow, it didn't last long. haha. and also, through Monyet, i learnt all the different types os songs, which me, myself right now, got hooked onto. :D

from March to 14th August, i suffered dalam hati je. and on the night of 14th August, i found my bestfriend - Zulfadhli. told him what i felt and gave me advices. he told me a lot of stuffs about his life and somehow, i pity him. hang in there, okay! do whatever you think what's right. but at times, you have to think with your brain, and not with your heart, get what i mean? im sure you do, Zuley. :D you know what im hinting at. *winks*

September to October, Zaid contacted me back. and yeah, i went out on the second last day of fasting - to break fast with him. his treat. well, we went out as normal friends, no strings attached. purely friends. and on that day, i remembered that i wanted to cut my hair, but all the saloons were closed. chet! early October, my dear brother went off to serve the nation as a Policeman. and his big belly is gone now, but all the pacs are coming in! hee. and he has big arms now. bully me if you dare. :) and on the 9th October, was when i saw Mr Assless. :) the first time we msged was until 5am. heh. we're still contacting till now. it's been 3 months now.

and during the early November, i fought with Zaid via sms. just some childish thing la. but all's great now. friends again. :) and i remember during this month, i told Mr Assless about a few of my friends and he agreed with me on something. it's true.

early December, i went out with Mr Assless on the 6th Dec. my treat to Swensen's. just a day before he went to NS - Civil Defence. ate Swensen's and bought for him a top. after that, it was supposed to be my cable car treat, but somehow, it became his. haha. both we like jakun when we were in the thing. and on the 9th, he went off for NS. :( and during this month also, i watched a live soccer match for the first time! haha. okay, big deal for me. but too bad, s'pore lost to vietnam, 1 - NIL. and late December, i got to know CreepyMonster. we got along well. felt like i've known him for a long time, cause we crapped a lot.

the most craziest thing i've done during 2008 was to go exploring. it was during Pezal's chalet. Friends would not how much of a scaredy-cat i am. haha. went at around 2am, and i think it lasted till 4am. but thank god, i didn't see anything. but the rest claimed that they felt something.

that's roughly how i spent my 2008. a year full of ups and downs, hatred and happiness.

okay! how i spent my new year's eve? met Mr Assless at around 3pm. we went to town. and his body's getting bigger! hee. watched movie, roamed around town, got a free ice-cream at Swensen's PS and after that, went home. a great new year's eve spent. but i didn't managed to catch the fireworks, cause both of use were lazy to travel. i reached home around midnight. and also, my first tear of 2009 was wasted. haha. why? because he didn't msg nor call when he reached home. i tried calling, but couldn't get through. i sent him 2 msges but still no reply. all the negative thoughts came to mind. heh. but at last, at 1:20AM, he called using his home number. omg. i was damn glad and relieved la. and his ppd was low. -_-

so, that's how i spent my new year's eve! hopefully, 2009 will be a great year for me. the year that i'll turn legal! haha. :D
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