okay, my plan to go out with Syafiq is still not known yet. cause he's at Sengkang. =/ or maybe, it's already been cancelled, somehow. :( okay, my hopes have always been dashed. what's new anyway?

and i just knew something from a friend of mine, which left me literally speechless. i didn't expect it to happen. and yeah, never see it coming either. after what he said, i didn't know what to think, or what to reply to him. it's so sudden la.

and somehow, all these had to happen when i was reading Shu's blog. :( aiyo, Shu, kau ehh. mcm tau aje ehh.

anyways, yesterday work was great. of course, working with great people is always FUN. :) Lalat didn't come yesterday, but was told to come next week instead, cause there's enough people already. see you on Monday Lalat. :) disturbed Shu and Shahira everytime. and i was stationed at Station 1, together with Shahira. and it was super duper busy that i didn't realise that i had 5 messages. =/ and there seems to be some kind of Christmas event at the open space outside Plaza Singapura. wanted to catch it yesterday after work, but we had to end late. oh well.

and by the way, im gonna watch the soccer match between S'pore and Vietnam tomorrow. yeah. courtesy of Ninie. :D i'll end work at 6pm and then meet the rest at Kallang. it's gonna be exciting.

you don't seem to realise what i'm feeling. ugh. nevermind. sometimes, it's best to leave them unknown. i'm hoping that you'll try to understand or maybe make an effort. but when everytime i hope, it's always been dashed. do i have anything left to hope for? i don't know what i'm feeling. do you mean what you said? or is just to please me? i'll never know.

♥ 5:15 PM