LIKE FINALLY, i got back MY sweater, after like months and months of asking and pestering. such a shamless person. tsk tsk. dah pinjam barang orang, abe tak tau nak kasi balek sendiri. nak kene org tu sendiri mintak, abe nak kasi pe. abe bile org tu dah mintak, bukannye nak kasi teros, lagi nak delay delay! alamak. dah lame ehh aku diam aje tau. takde initiative sey org ni. tsk. tak bertanggungjawab langsung! ish!

okay, the story goes like this. i smsed someone, eh no, he's not a someone anymore. he's a stranger. TOTAL STRANGER. i smsed him for my sweater a few days earlier. i asked in a nice way, "Hey, when can i have my sweater back?" kalau nak ikotkan hati, nak aje aku marah die. but it's okay. im patient. :) and as expected, HE DIDN'T REPLY. standard la. nak avoid the topic la tu. then, a few days later, pezal called me about something which i can't remember what was it about. and since stranger was there too, i asked pezal to help me convey the message about the sweater. and you know what he fucking said?! "Kalau nak, mintak ah sendiri" (in a mengade-ngade nye tone) i heard it from the background. then, i replied back "Eh, org da msg, die yang tanak reply". AND AS EXPECTED, HE DENIED RECEIVING THE MSG. tsk tsk. you and your useless and worthless ego. you should just bury your ego 100 feet below the ground. oh wait, maybe that won't be enough too.

then, fine. i still give in. i kept quiet. and he asked when i want it. and i asked him, when he's free. and he said the next day, i said fine. so, the next day, i ended school at 5pm and i went straight to Simei, to meet up with Zuley and Pezal first. only then we proceeded to the chalet. and when i reached, HE'S NOT THERE. he went home to take my sweater and some of his clothes. i don't know how long i waited. but i helped myself with the food. :)

and after a few hours, he arrived, holding hands with a girl. ARE YOU TRYING TO FUCKING MAKE ME JEALOUS?? HAHA. WELL, IM NOT. I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. I ONLY WANT MY FUCKING SWEATER BACK. DON'T SNIGGER INFRONT OF MY FACE, IN ATTEMPT TO MAKE ME JEALOUS. WELL, FUCK YOU. IM NOT. THE SIGHT OF YOU JUST MAKES ME MAD.you irresponsible jerk.

when he reached, he still won't give me the sweater without being asked AGAIN. pezal have to ask him then he gave it back.

and as soon as i reached home, i soak my sweater with lots of detergent. i just want his perume, fingerprints and whatever that's related to him to be washed off MY sweater. and he claimed this, "Alaaa, sweater aje ape". Eh, kalau sweater AJE, apasal tanak kasi teros??!! apasal kene tunggu sampai aku mintak?! berbulan aku tunggu! ABE BILE DAH MINTAK, AKU YANG KENE PEGI KAT KAU?! EH, KAU DAH PAKAI BARANG AKU, ABE SEDAP-SEDAP JE KAU NAK AKU PEGI PAT KAU. KAU NAK TUNGGU SAMPAI AKU SEMBAH KAKI KAU PE, BARU KAU NAK KASI BARANG AKU BALEK?!!!!!!!!!!

well, CONGRATULATIONS. YOU'VE MADE YOUR GRAND ENTRY INTO MY HATE LIST. AND YOU'LL PROBABLY BE THE ONLY ONE THERE FOR AS LONG AS I LIVE. I'VE DELETED YOUR PICTURES. GET LOST FROM MY LIFE. I WON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU ANYMORE. YOU'RE JUST A FUCKING WANNABE, WHO IS AN IRRESPONSIBLE PERSON, THAT DON'T HAVE ANY INITIATIVE AT ALL. YOU'RE JUST A SHOW OFF. I'VE BEEN VERY PATIENT WITH YOU FOR SO LONG. AND YET, YOU HAVE BEEN TESTING MY PATIENCE TIME AND TIME AGAIN. I KNEW THE FUCKING TRUTH LONG TIME AGO, I WAS JUST WAITING FOR YOU TO TELL ME THE FUCKING TRUTH. YOU JUST WANTED TO AVOID THE TOPIC. WHY??? BECAUSE YOU FUCKING KNEW, THAT YOU'RE IN THE WRONG AND YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DEFEND YOURSELF. AND ALL THIS WHILE, I'VE BEEN GIVING IN TO YOU, HOPING THAT YOU REALISE AND CHANGE. BUT NOT. YOU ARE TOO PREOCCUPIED WITH YOUR USELESS EGO TO EVEN ADMIT THAT YOU ARE IN THE WRONG. YOU JUST WON'T ADMIT YOUR MISTAKE. IS THE WORD "SORRY" SO HARD FOR YOU TO SAY? YOU ARE JUST BLINDED BY YOUR EGO. OMG. I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU, THAT YOU DON'T EVEN REALISE THAT WHAT YOU ARE LIVING IN IS JUST A FANTASY. EH, FACE UP. ACCEPT THE FUCKING TRUTH. YOU ARE SUCH A TWO-FACED BASTARD. YOU ACT TOUGH IN FRONT OF ME, BUT YOU'RE JUST A WIMP. W-I-M-P. GET IT?!

after typing this, i felt very relieved. i've kept this inside me for so long and it felt so fucking good to get it of my chest. :)
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