okay currently, im smsing with Daryl. haha. sms-ed sbout random stuffs. and then he talked about syncronised swimmers, those sexy legs. hahahahaha. because i told him randomly that i wanted to join a class to keep myself occupied. i can't even swim properly and you suggested that i join that. haha. nevermind, shall not go into details.

i have problems with sleeping lately. i can't sleeeeeeeep. say for instant, last night, or rather, this morning. i came back from work yesterday at midnight, watched the tv till 1am. i tried to fall asleep but cannot. so, i sms-ed Syahiid. and we smsed each other until 4am, where he suggested that we get an hour sleep before the pre-dawn meal. hahah. while he was in lalaland, i was still wide awake. at 430am, i tried to call Zuley - BBF cause he asked me to wake him up for the pre-dawn meal. i tried calling, but couldn't get through. =/ so at 5am, i woke up dilligently. i ate 2 pieces of bread. after that, crashed my bed and that's when i get my beauty sleeeeeep. woke up at 1230pm and here i am, blogging.

anyway, a lot of incidents happened recently. bad and sad ones though. i lost my cousin on 4th Sep 2008. yes, it's very sudden. and that was the first time that i witnessed the whole thing, from saying prayers to watching her being buried. and one day, im gonna be buried too. =/

on Friday, i stayed at home and images of my late cousin still lingers in my mind. won't be forgotten though. on Saturday, i worked till 5pm before heading off to Simei to break fast with fellow friends. i slacked at Pezal's home till 1030pm before heading for home. took 38 to Tamp int, then took 969 home. i thought it's already the last bus cause it's already 1125pm and i think the last bus is at 1130pm? the first half of the journey was smooth. but when it stopped at Yishun MRT station, the engine committed suicide. IT DIED. haiyo. passengers started to get off but i was still inside, waiting for a miracle to happen. and finally, the engine roared again. and i was full of hopes again. and then it died again, but this time, it died in the middle of a junction! scary you know. the engine made it's final roar and it finally rest in peace at the bus stop opposite McDonald's. and the fact that it died in the middle of a junction made me missed my last 859 bus. :( grrr. so, i got down and it was already past 12 midnight. Zaid called me and i complained that im stuck at Yishun. he offered to fetch me home, but i politely decline. "It's okay. tak yah susah-susahkan diri." haha. i thought of walking home or maybe taking a taxi and that's when the last 969 bus came. thank god! so, i alighted at the bridge there, just 2 stops before Admiralty station. and i have to walk quite a distance. Zaid called me and he accompanied me through half of the journey. Thanks, dude. so, i walked alone beside Seagate there and reached home at 1230am. :)

and i've got quite a list of things to buy:
- the bag at TM (Zuley - BBF knows it)
- Levi's jeans at Harbourfront
- new lens
- Levi's sweater? (Zaid knows it) impossible?? cause it's $112. grrr.
- the biggest ELMO - $252. (OMG, i think i'll only get to admire it from far)
- buy maybe 3 outfits for Hari Raya
- new Adidas/Levi's watch

these are the top ones. im gonna have to get ready for work now. toodles! :D
♥ 3:30 PM