hey, you know what? im really happy cause all my hard effort of eating a lot had finally paid off!!! i actually gained weight!!! my close friends knew how hard it is for me to gain weight. it's a big deal for me okay, cause since young i've wanted my weight to be 45 kg, and now, i finally achieved it. :DDDD my only hope for now is that it doesn't decrease again.

anyway, a person once said this to me, "humans always want to have what they don't/can't have." and so in response, i said "and they are ungrateful for what they already have". heh.

i dont know why but since the day i entered poly, i've always debated with my friends, as in a small mini-friendly debate. i find it kind of fun to hear other people response in trying to win over the other party's opinion. but it's a big no-no for me to participate in any public debating. i can never do that. well, not for now though. :) speaking of public debating, i actually have my impromptu speech this thursday. and i'll have to speak for 3 mins in front of my class. shit-head. and we'll only be given 5mins to prepare. and jot down on a piece of paper. and afterwhich, the paper will be taken away and we have to speak off the cuff. haha. chet! means, we have to speak whatever that comes to mind. i really hope my nervousness will not be a form of distraction. ugh. i will forever hate public speaking.

i wanted to trim my hair, but on second thought, maybe end of this year of what since majority of the people say that it is perfectly fine as it is. and tomorrow, i am going to buy that sweater. :D i've been eyeing it since 2 weeks ago. the only problem is that i don't know which one to choose. the grey or the white one. white is nice because of the design, but it easily gets dirty. =/ the grey is nice too but the colour is not one of my fav. i'll ask Mel Mel to help me decide. :D
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