okay, im not going out. =/

I HATE TO HAVE SUSPICIONS ABOUT YOU. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY SUSPICIONS ABOUT YOU. I TRIED MY BEST NOT TO BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOUR ACTIONS MADE ME HAVE THEM. I HATE THESE FEELINGS, YOU KNOW. WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS? CAN YOU PLEASE, PLEASE SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME? WHENEVER THERE'S A MSG FROM MY HP, YOU WOULD WANT TO READ IT AS WELL. BUT WHENEVER THERE'S A MSG FROM YOUR HP, I WON'T READ IT CAUSE I RESPECT YOUR PRIVACY, ALTHOUGH I REALLY DO HAVE THE URGE TO READ THEM. I DON'T BLAME YOU IF YOU WANT TO READ MY MESSAGES CAUSE I KNOW IM NOT KEEPING ANYTHING FROM YOU, BUT PLEASE, I SAY IT AGAIN, PLEASE, DON'T ASSUME THAT IM NOT FAITHFUL TO YOU JUST BECAUSE A GUY MESSAGE ME. IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING OKAY. YOU HAVE YOUR FRIENDS AND I DO HAVE MINE TOO. AND IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO KNOW WHO MESSAGE/CALL YOU? DON'T I HAVE ANY RIGHTS? IF SOMEBODY CALL ME OR WHAT, YOU ASK, WHO IS IT. BUT WHY CAN'T I ASK THE SAME QUESTION BACK TO YOU? AND WHEN I ASK, YOU THOUGHT THAT IM ACCUSING YOU OF NOT BEING FAITHFUL WHEN I AM MERELY ASKING. CAN YOU PLEASE DON'T THINK THAT WAY? I TRIED MY BEST NOT TO MAKE YOU ANGRY CAUSE I KNOW YOUR CHARACTER WAY TOO WELL. IM KEEPING QUIET ALL THESE WHILE BECAUSE I CHOSE NOT TO THINK NEGATIVE AND I SHOOK AWAY THOSE THOUGHTS. BUT MY KEEPING QUIET DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING OKAY. DON'T MAKE ME REACH MY BREAKING POINT.

sorry peeps, just trying to let all these steam off my chest.
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