hello. :)

i'll be having a new job starting from this friday. i'll be working at Swensen's, Plaza Singapura. yeah. kind of excited. and again, i'll have a new job experience. hehe. yesterday, i met up with Lina and Wani at Yishun platform cause our initial plan was to accompany Wani to sign the resignation form. but in the end, she didn't sign. haha. Wani.. Wani.. apedah kau. so, when we reached there, everybody was so warm and friendly and they kept persuading me to come back. A few of them even offered to tear up my resignation form. hahaha. but sorry guys, i can't. :( the job was unsuitable for me. but heys. we can still meet-up right? who knows after you guys finish working, you guys may want to pop in at Swensen's just for teeny wheeny while. haha. well, that's besides the point.

as i was saying, Wani didn't sign the resignation form. so, Lina didn't join us cause she still want to continue working there. Wani and me made our way to Cathay building to meet Rosdi. this guy ehh, satu mcm pe'el tau. hahaha. i sms-ed him, saying that if he reached already, msged me. but end up, he didn't!! haiyoh. then he put the blame on me by saying that i made him wait for 2 solid hours! haha. ape dah kau!

anyways, he accompanied us to find job also. at first he wanted to find new job, but ended up he still want to stick with his current job, that is at airport. -_-. nevermind that. then Rosdi went off first as he had to go to work. Wani and me waited for the rest of the guys to finish their work outside Plaza Singapura, then they'll join us. when they reached there, they wanted to go to Expo cause they claimed that there is the John Little's Sale going on. but i didn't follow cause i wanted to meet the dearest. :)

so, i went off to meet him at Sembawang. then, we headed to Woodlands as he wanted to get something. after that, we roamed the pasar malam for the forth or fifth time. heh. and again. i bought the honey barbecued chicken wing. alaaaar. i can't resist myself from buying it, cause it's just so yummy. it's the dearest treat. :))

dear, whatever it is, im always here okay? you know that, right? i'll always be by you side, sharing your problems and everything. :) well, you've struck a bad patch of your life, im sure it'll end soon. things are in a pretty bad shape for you. just be patient about the current ongoings of your life aight? no matter what, im always here. :)

hey dear FRIEND, what's the meaning of all this? i thought you are my friend. but apparently, i don't think so. you WERE my friend, as i thought you were. or maybe, you were just pretending. yes, i think you are. don't claim that i am one of your best friend or whatsoevernot, because your actions speak otherwise. you pretended to be nice and everything, but after im gone, then you start saying things about me. what's all this supposed to mean? you are the one who appeared out of nowhere. i tried my best to understand you and be close to you. but all my efforts went down the drain. the fact is that, im not close to you at all! not even teeny weeny bit. you didn't tell me anything. aren't BEST FRIENDS supposed to share everything together? all the joys and problems?? don't claim me to be one of your best friend just because you sympathised with me. i know that you didn't mean it when you said what you said. all this while, i've been trying to figure out whether it's my fault or what that you choose not to tell me any of your problems. i've tried and tried umpteen times to understand you and not doubting you when you said i am one of your BEST FRIEND. i do want to be your best friend, but too bad that it seems like im the only one who wants it.

you fought with her, claiming that you hate her and everything. and now, look at how things are going on between you and her. i just don't understand you AT ALL. but i sure do understand one thing now, the fact is that, IM NOT EVEN YOUR CLOSE FRIEND, MUCH LESS A BEST FRIEND. thanks for everything. thanks for the belief that im your best friend. thanks for claiming me to be one. thanks for making me a "part" of your life. thanks again for making me realise that this is really happening.
♥ 4:40 PM