hello.

time to update my blog. =) Im just super lazy to go and turn on the computer. anyways, i find that the holiday's lessons are great! i dont know why but i just love all the lessons right now. i have no idea on why the sudden interest in extra lessons. im planning to complete my assignments soon. hopefully, they'll be completed before the 4th week. i really dont want to do anymore last minute work. they just sucked. im just being hopeful. =)

by the way, my sister just returned home from her trip to KL. finally, my days of sleeping alone are over. yay! heh. she'll be going away soon for another vacation. she's just too loaded. hehe. nolah. i think she'll be going to Malaysia again, but im not too sure which area. if im not mistaken, i think she'll be going to an island somewhere there. AND, she's SUNBURNT! haha. she's super dark now and there's this lining on her legs. the colour difference is so great. haha. she wore socks when she went to the beach, no wonder.

anyways, there's this insect that keeps flying around in my house. it's not a bee. i think it's a wasp. maybe? i dont know. it's so irritating. my mom just discovered that the insect had made its home near the door. why do insects keeps coming into my home? hmm. and oh yah, my sister is sleeping like a log now. i disturbed her and she didnt moved, probably in her dreamland of nowhere.

ive recently been reading on what courses to take in future. maybe, it'll be something related to science. once, i remembered telling my momie that i wanted to become a scientist in future. "nothing's come easy in this world, you'll have to work hard for it". yearps, got to agree.

and yes, i've changed my mindset. =) i dont want to do last minute work anymore. i dont want to convince myself that there will always be tomorrow. if i kept telling myself that, i think i probably won't touch on the holidays assignments yet. ive completed phy wkbk so far. amaths and chem are halfway done. going to finish the rest and also read on F&N Part B notes. there's a whole lot to remember. =( it's okay, get it done and over with. basically, im just typing out whatever that comes into my mind. =)

To dear someone,

Im sorry for the sudden call. it's been ages since we chatted on phone. somehow, i feel bad that i have to call you only when im in trouble. i dont know why but your name just popped into my mind. i know how i've treated you lately and it's really not nice of me to do something like that since we've been friends for so long. IM SORRY. i'll treat you the way just like how i treated you in the past. i feel really bad when i had to call you. it's like im using you, but actually im not. like i said earlier, your name just popped into my mind and so i dialled your number. IM SORRY again. and by the way, you're a great friend. just want you to know that all these while, it's me who's being paranoid. i've realised it and have come to terms with it. i'll take back whatever i said in the past. i didnt mean to put you in a spot or make you feel bad. you know what i mean, right? IM SORRY for making you worry about me. you're really a great friend, you really are. thank you for being my friend. i've never regretted having you as my friend. it's really good to know that i can count on someone like you. you're too great, friend. =) IM SORRY again dear friend. friends???

*i wish i can say all this to the person involved but i just can't. somehow, it's difficult to express what i really feel inside face-to-face.*

*clears throat* anyways, i'll have to be going now. i havent eaten since i came back home. my tummy's grumbling now and i have to entertain it.

=)
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