1 stupid msg that i sent and everything's gone wrong. i should have known better to think first. now i dont know if i should msg u or not. im afraid of what the outcomes would be like. u tried to be the best that u can but i keep making trouble. i was the cause of the problems. i didnt think first when i did something. about that thing, im srry. i know that i always kept saying srry but in the end, i was always the one making trouble. u already have enough problems for yourself and now im adding somemore to it. how heartless i am. i know u dont like me to insult myself but then, its the truth. what u said about me in the 2nd last msg was simply NOT true at all. u once told me that u dont like girls that show attitude. sometimes, my attitude sucks right? i know, u dont have to tell me, i know it myself. thank you for being tolerant with me. but when u said that i made a fool out of u and the part when u said that you are the 'thing' for me to made a fool out of it really hurt me the most. i didnt mean to do that. i dont like to be trapped in between decisions. but i guess i made the wrong decision. u're hurt now and i dont dare msg u for fear that i might say something wrong again. i dont know hoe we should go about doing this but break-up is the last thing on my mind. we fought a couple of times and mainly the cause of it is me. i started it all. u didnt. u tried to be the best that u can and tried your best to make me happy but in the end, i was the one who always kicked up a fuss. i broke my promise, you should know what it is. i broke mine but u did not. u are still keeping your promise. i know you are angry now. no matter what i say wont make a difference cause now you dont trust me because of what happened. like you said, i took advantage of your trust but it's just that i dont know how to go about to tell u the truth and now everything seems different. i wont blame you if u hate me now. and i dont blame you because of what happened cause it was solely my fault. once, you told me that you've been used by others. they took advantage of your trust and they crossed the line. i wont blame you for what you are going to do next. i understand it, if i were in your position, i would be angry too. im hurt but my hurt is no big deal. YOU are being hurt the MOST.




IM SORRY.
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